Brain Food, Chit-chat

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I missed you Mrs/Sir who is reading thedarkpixxel. I went through almost two month block, couldn’t write, draw, no inspiration. I literally died (tho my heart is pretty pumping up things over there).

I’m working on a new drawing, hopefully it will be ready until 31st March and I have a dozen of story ideas in my mind … See, lately, all I want is to pleasure my mind, giving it all sort of foods. Some of them are poisoning, others are simply deceiving it. Guess you’re all doing it, right ? Especially on the night time. Oh pretty night when all sort of images and words encounter your brain leaving you sleepless. I could sit here ∞ in front of the laptop thinking of the title of this post which is currently right blank (and I might leave it like that because the last great adventure is you *smiles* )

Meanwhile, please visit my friend’s blog, she’s a great storyteller and awesome photographer !

(Plus, visit the new page about petit *random questions* !! )

See you next time !

Song of the day : Cold War Kids – Hang me up to dry

petit ☮

Brain Food, Chit-chat, Dear diary



31/12/2014, 4 a.m. – writing messages and playing my favorite stalking game, it should be the last one because I’m bored.

“Make a New Year’s resolution !”, they said. Well, let’s see, it should sound like this :

[] I want snow
[] I want to visit a new country, maybe Norway
[] I want more money (who doesn’t ?)
[] I want to read tons of books
[] I want to write more
[] I want to draw more
[] I want to make more artwork
[] I want to be more creative and inspired


But I’m not sure that this resolution helps, for the record those are just some words. “Oh but it will be fun, you’ll see.”, they said. Anyway I’ll do whatever I’ll feel like, I don’t necessary need a list for that. I’m sure that at least 80% of you out there reading this made a New Year’s resolution. I wonder, does it help you to keep it balanced ?

I think I just fell asleep, it’s 2 p.m. and still 2014. Maybe I really should clarify my goals for the next year ! Or … Maybe not. What am I a robot ? I don’t need an encrypted information inside of me to remind me every day which are my life goals. That’s hilarious.

It’s almost 12 a.m., alone in a corner, for the last 10 minutes. People are downstairs having fun, but I choose to smoke a cigarette on a song and dance smoothly to it and the cigarette is tastier than ever. Sometimes is so comfy to be alone there for a bit, just you and your thoughts. But next I wake up dragged into the crowd  with tons of “happy New Year”. Guess they made some New Year’s resolutions.

Song of the day :

petit ☮


Brain Food, Dear diary


I was listening today to Portishead, to “Wandering Star”  particularly.  But then I found out this “Gloomy Sunday” song that awoke inside my soul the desire to smoke a cigarette. Yesterday I traveled to foreign lands, seen foreign faces, some of them happy faces. In my way back I was making myself comfortable in the car, next to the window and staring at the troubled faces who were rushing through the city. 
They are only STRANGERS with NUMB faces wanting a BISCUIT trapped in the GLORY BOX that sits on the PEDESTAL. These are SOUR TIMES, my dear one. These WESTERN EYES are HUMMING, with their HUNTER NYLON SMILES and their PLASTIC THREADS. They have UNDENIED ROADS built in less than SEVEN MONTHS, but I can see MOURNING AIR in my SMALL MACHINE GUN. There’s SILENCEIT’S A FIRE in DEEP WATER filled with MAGIC DOORS and strange MYSTERONS promising THE RIP WE CARRY ON.
IT COULD BE SWEET if you could give them that biscuit that’s ALL MINEIt is OVER yet ? ONLY YOU will decide it.

Song of the day : Portishead – Elysium